Pain

It has been a rough couple of years for me ... and my son. I am 8 months pregnant and after 4 years with my ex he decided he wanted nothing to do with me after I got pregnant. Last night he gave me some news that stole my last bit of hope that we'd ever make things work .... I have so much hurt inside ... want to forgive and let go ... give it all to God ... my tears are falling ...God please help me ...