Thanksgiving

I am thankful for so many things in my life ... I don't understand why I still sometimes want what I can't have ... who actually ... and the crazy thing is that even if I did have him ... what would it matter because he doesn't know how to love ... :(
I have his son though ... Jonah will be six weeks old this Friday ... and he's so precious! I am very thankful for my three children, my grandson and my family ... and for the many wonderful friends I do have ...
Lord, please give me the strength to forgive so that I can just let go and move on ... I deserve so much more than him ...
Happy Thanksgiving to all ... :)